Tour 4 Whore

I’m dead guys…. Oh but Happy Thanksgiving! I hit shoot 31 a couple nights ago and am still riding on a high. Let’s talk about all the things! I have book, modeling, collabs and adult acting and ALL the dramatic tea for you deviants.

Ok, the book… ya’ll it was not easy balancing a new career pivot, managing my own pages, training for another marathon along with balancing the book. That expressed I needed to be meticulous about the editing process. I make sure what I publish is up to my standards. I avoid perfectionism and for me it’s about the message I’m sending. I’m a sexually free and happy person. We all have different orientations including ace people who have no desire for sex at all. I respect everyone’s boundaries, orientations, and harmless kink preferences. It’s not about me prescribing my specific lifestyle, it’s about me telling my story so readers embrace their sexuality - whether that be with other people or alone. It’s OK. You’re allowed to enjoy sex and use it as a healthy means of connection. Anyway she’s finally in the finalization stages and good glory to God did that take way too long. I’m relieved to be at the tail end of this personal race against time.

Modeling has been super cool but I’ve had to put it on the back burner. I’m excited that Envy Magazine chose my picture as the winner of their 2024 Times Square Billboard Campain! Woohoo! I tried scheduling it for the last time I was in town but I might have to wait until my next trip or the one after during Christmas. I did not predict I’d be shooting a lot in NYC but there’s some great talent and producers up there. They’re worth me taking flights north in the cold weather - lol! I’ve had to put other lower non adult paying gigs on hold. The rates just aren’t as competitive. I really wanted to go on another nude cruise but with ships blocking onlyfans and manyvids it just wouldn’t work. I can’t take two whole weeks off my platforms.

Let’s talk collabs… omg ugh I wish I had time for more because I had amazing talent lined up but I was so tired. This month was insane. I traveled everywhere and made it to two nomination parties in LA for AVN and XBIZ. Fortunately I did make time to collab with two industry studs - Richard Glaze and Chris Rail. Richard is hilarious and him and his wife Danielle are so cool to hang out with. After my collab I got to mingle with these two at the parties. It was nice to build bridges with other ambitious cotalent/creators! Chris fucked me into next year. I’m not even here anymore. Seriously though both collabs were incredible. I was nervous meeting Chris because he’s worked with so many incredible talent. However he’s very respectful, down to Earth, and easy to work with. I had fun and hope I get to shoot more content with him. Collabing with professionals vs civilians is so different. Thank you porn men for renewing my love for your gender and making hetero sex fun for me again!

Porn rhymes with corn so we all use 🌽 as a YouTube, TikTok and Instagram euphemism. So far it’s been pretty good. I’ve shot 31 scenes putting me right on track to hit my goal of 35-40 shoots in 2024! Wednesday night was a beautiful shit show of chaos. I had my first VR shoot in Vegas with MilfVR then was on a plane back to Florida a few hours after we finished up. I head out for North Carolina Saturday to do a shoot with GirlsDoBondage. Then next week I’m doing a shoot here with SC Productions and the day after flying to New York to shoot with AZN Ski Mask and Dynamic Productions! Lastly I’m headed to DC to shoot with Chris Pesos and maybe Jersey again to shoot a GG with Chick Pass! I’m not sure yet if I want to focus on kink or specific fetish work. That said, I have fun with all of my gigs so I don’t plan on turning any down unless they’re beyond my boundary and consent list. I can’t believe I’m still standing and even EXCELING in bolstering my brand. I started porn back in the summer. Technically my first shoot was June but I signed with my agency/moved fully into the business in July. Before that I was an onlyfans/Playboy girl for a year and an erotica author for 3. Go back further, I paid for my pageants at 21 by dancing which ultimately paid my college tuition. It’s been a long time coming. I even have a reputation now! I met a few male cotalents when getting my weekly blood test. One of them recognized me as the “naked runner” - I’ll take it! If you think about it I’ve been all over the industry for 12 years just not consistently. Anyone who doubts my fulfillment in the biz doesn’t know me. I threw almost everything and everyone away short of my family and best friends to work full time in the adult industry. I didn’t even bother giving two weeks at my last job because it was a waste of time. I still don’t regret this decision.

Alright let’s get to the fun meaty part of this blog. Sorry for making you read all that but important things have to be first priority! Firstly I want to address the drama at AVN - um…. I was unaware of it. As far as I’m concerned, I like ALL of the men I’ve worked with in the industry - agents and costars included. There shouldn’t be territorial feelings regarding me because I’m friendly with everyone. I think some egos miscommunicated which ultimately led to men having their worst come out at each other. All I can say to that is, I just wanted to watch hockey and then go to the parties…. Yeah. In case any of them read this guys I’m neutral, leave me out of it please. I love you all regardless.

Last but not least we had some civilian drama. I have no issues being open about my life and I think that’s why my fans are so loyal. I recently had an old coworker and acquaintance send me a giant essay as to why I’m a big ole’ POS. While disappointing, I’m honestly not surprised. It’s been almost 6 months publicly in the industry so it was only a matter of time. I accept that I’ll lose people as a result of following my passions- weirdly this shit happened to me when I became a beauty queen and cheerleader too. When you level up, it intimidates and triggers miserable people. Additionally this woman is from the Bible Belt so I’m positive some of it had to do with her upbringing. That said she had the audacity to bring my family into it (they support me, I just had thanksgiving with them yesterday). She said this was a big change and downfall…. Stupid bitch obviously didn’t know me that well because I was a stripper 12 years ago lmao… sigh I love when people who don’t know me say I’ve changed when they just didn’t know me. Idiots. She also said I’m gross due to having sex with people for money. My rebuttal to that is that she’s broke af, she literally asked me for help(money) once and has mooched off her parents to work in a job she perpetually struggles at. To me, being middle age and needing continued financial help from your parents is gross. Being an adult and doing that is bad enough but my views won’t change. Sorry I value meetings one’s needs over the dogma of other peoples opinions. If I had kids I’d rather them become porn stars when they’re of age vs them being broke at 45 and needing my money. If that makes me a bad person lmfao fine, I’m a bad person and don’t really care.

Also to address her statements on a big picture level, porn isn’t my whole life. I’m an author, humanitarian, volunteer, family girl on weekends, and marathon runner. Porn doesn’t take away from any of my accomplishments. I give a lot of myself to you guys because I WANT to. It gives me fulfillment to make new acquaintances, network, and sometimes help lonely people feel some form of connection. Parasocial connections can be healthy- I have several celebrity and athlete role models and infatuations myself. They inspire me and make me feel good! I do the same for some of my fans. I’ve had several come to me and tell me I’ve motivated them to get back in shape. I’ve had a couple tell me they’ve got into writing because of me. I’m not out here changing the world on a huge scale but that’s not something most people do. However I take pride in building up and connecting to people in all ways. Long story short, hate mail, hate subreddit comments, hate phone calls will be mocked. By telling me not to do something you’re only encouraging me to do it more lmao and my fans love that. Keep it coming. We love a good laugh. 🙂🖕🏽🫶🏽