I Almost Forgot

Opps. I did it again. I worked my little self to the bone and burnt out. On the bright side, I was smart enough when I saw it happening to step back and shut out the world. I did this while I slowly watched my reels on Insta and TikTok go viral (still can’t believe two have almost hit a million views) and experienced bouts of social anxiety the past week. That said I will be revamping and improving content I post. Regardless of how wonderful my fan base is, I’m a shy person. Additionally when I’m working on my book, I have to protect my energy. As an introvert, I am too easily drained if I have too much screen time or too many social engagements. Fortunately my crazy ass got up to my 27th shoot - WOO! We’re going!!

For a while, I was riding a high on energy drinks but have given those up recently. It totally reset my energy levels and I NEEDED the past week off. I’m weeks back in marathon training, almost done with another editing round of book 3, and am getting booked for shoots months in advance. It’s great! Time management has become my best friend in navigating the whole “being a porn star” thing. It’s flattering to be invited back by producers and studios. Being so focused on shaping my new career, I do miss out on A LOT of the social pros of my job. Sometimes I get down on myself for not joining the crowd. The past weekend I watched a University of Miami game for the first time with my AMA family. It was super cool and we got to meet a hall of famer. Afterwards, a popular porn star was holding a party, but I declined going for the sake of my running schedule.

This triggered a lot of feelings within me… Is there something wrong with me that I’d rather get my rest than hang out with everyone? To be fair as a marathoner, I sleep a FUCK ton. I have to - 9-10 hours a day recommended by sports docs everywhere. I’ve also had to keep so many people at arm’s length lately not because I don’t like them, because I literally don’t have time for them. What other porn star do you know who is a 10 time marathon runner who runs their own publishing business and has written 3 books? That’s right. None. The wonderful thing about Tigger, is I’m the only one. Anyway back at it, I am finally well rested and ready for my next round of touring.

On to the fun stuff. I’ve been on a few more podcasts, CumwithKC, the Hawkit Podcast and Sex Party FM! I’m so lucky because a couple of the hosts want to invite me back. It makes me feel seen when people acknowledge ALL aspects of my work and not just porn. Initially, it was a challenge to get my readers and fans to come together, but I think I’m getting there. Thank you SO much to my loyal fans who have ALSO become readers. Thank you SO much to my loyal readers who have supported my adult acting! The recent fan mail I received humbled me, I appreciate it so much. I really don’t deserve the praise. While I want people to feel inspired to embrace their sexuality, I did start my literary and performance journey on a selfish note. I love writing and performing. Both of them are equal parts of me so thank you again to those who encourage and accept that!

Shooting has been wild. Since my last post I got 7 shoots more under my belt. I had fun in Vegas with Peter King and Dirty Cinema! Then the day after I did my first golden shower scene and it was pretty fun. A lot of people asked and honestly I had a better time working on this than I do training for anal. Notably I shot with Amature Allure and WOW wow wow lol. Firstly good job to the director pairing Kid Damage and I. He’s a distance cyclist and as a marathoner I clicked with him right away. Oh and brought me adorable lingerie to the shoot which I thought was so sweet🥹💦.We clicked quite immediately. What was supposed to be just a blowjob scene turned into a BG scene because we were so horny we just wanted to fuck. Fluffing on set can sometimes turn into me straight up riding my male talent before the shoot… I couldn’t help it. I’m pretty damn horny to begin with, but usually I can keep myself off co talent long enough to focus on the context of the shoot :P! Great day at work lol. Hot100rock also blew away my expectations. It’s harder to feel comfortable in a new shoot city and they really went above and beyond to keep me happy. I’d work with both studios again! Then a week later I went to shoot with some wonderful DC studios Andujar Jones and DC Trousersnake - again awesome studios^.^!

Collabs have been so much fun. Bounce House Sex finally released Jimmy and my episode and omgggg. Would 100% fuck in a bounce house again because that scene was fun to make. Props to everyone that day who tolerated the heat while making the scene. I’m lucky, I love working with my costars so much, I collab with a lot of them off set. On my list of hopeful collabs, I’m trying to get with Ethan Seeks, Shrooms Q, and Johnny Love! Trying haha. All of us are very busy so it may not happen for a while.

Next up November is going to be nutty - First I’m going to Connecticut to work with E-Films. Then I’m coming back here to work with CJ Masters for a fetish shoot. After that I fly to NYC for my shoot with Jack Banger - I’m so excited to work with him. He’s been so kind to me and we’ve been talking about shooting for a while. After that I head to PA and then Jersey for a Chick Pass shoot. I know I know. Why the fuck am I not in Edison at Exxxotica? Um… because I have shoots and I’m still so new to the industry. I’m glad I go around the conventions for now because I can focus on MY work. My goal is to get 35-40 shoots in by the end of the year. Anyway after the NE trip, I’m going to LA to work with a few studios, OralTrad, Dr. Daddy POV, and Sebastian. Last on the list, I finish off my month with a trip to St. Augustine to shoot for JD Cox on 11/26! It’ll be a crazy, but I’m learning how to live like a diva video vixen.

My plan for December? I plan to formally fuck off for a month because I’ve earned it and I want to see my longtime friends and family. No other industry I’ve worked in has let me take a whole month off. I WANT time off to work on DC. I’m so glad I didn’t give up and stayed true to what I was called to do - bring liberated and aroused people together.🖤💚🥹 I love making porn, but by being a writer I can promote my own healthy message. I use sex in a healing way instead of just using it as a substance to escape reality. There’s a balanced way to view sexuality. We should explore our own and set clear boundaries with people. Porn has allowed me to perform and display sexuality, but writing is my way of discussing it.

Oh and HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 🎃👻🖤