Oh yeah… I’m an Author.
Disorderly Conduct: Mission Edition has a cover!!! Check it out at the bottom of the page.
When is my life not spontaneous and weird? Lately the monster of time management has been yelling at me. Something I really don’t want to do as an artist is forget why I’m creating. Writing is something I can’t live without. It’s a coping mechanism and helps me feel connected to other people.
Let’s get to updates and then I’ll talk about my baby girl. Firstly oh yeah I’m in LA XD…. The trip snuck up on me because I got called for a shoot in Vegas 4 hours before I flew out. I got here Friday. I’ll be in LA for a couple weeks so if you want to book me, contact 101 Modeling. The past week was great. I had a solo and couple of BG shoots, one with LA New Girl and the other with Nubile Films.
Mainstream modeling (not porn modeling, I’m referring to editorial) has been fucking dumb. There I said it. The fashion/promotional modeling world and I are having a rough patch in our relationship. I was never represented in that world and worked my ass off over 16 years to get some of the gigs I did before the adult industry. I’m sorry but your industry hardly pays non celebrity runway models what they’re worth, it’s hard for me to take you seriously as an industry anymore. I’m paid more in the adult industry and up your bid if you want to actually book me. I had a recent NY swimsuit shoot director give me a ton of attitude because I didn’t have time to talk on the phone spontaneously. I’m sorry, perhaps I’m socially inept… does that not signal that my time is taken? If it’s that important, email or text me. I had to get that out. Too many entitled hands trying to grab my little rainbow ass, bad news… you can’t hold light.
ugh. Arie, Arie, Arie. I went through the past year healing from a really bad relationship that took my attention away from the book. My first two were crazy fast, it only took me a year to write both and 1 was already published. After taking a lot of time to heal I somehow wrote book 3… then I stopped editing again. Going back to gov finance almost destroyed my mental health. While I’m fully capable and even specialized within my professional industry, I hate how limiting it is. Having people who think they deserve your time at all hours, is both unsustainable and unhealthy. When I switched industries 2 months ago, it really helped my mental health. I could focus on the books and work out regularly again.
Writing book 4 is going to bring me to a weird emotional place. I’m giving Arie so much that I did not get, one thing in particular that I would have done anything for at 28. My experience as a cheerleader had both ups and downs. I’ll just have to smoke a ton of pot and grind through the cringy parts. Remember though this is a fictional erotica that leads very much now as an intense dramedy. “Inspired by” is not the same as “based on”. I do have to throw some obstacles at her because she’s still learning. I’ll put out a summary soon of adult themes included in Book 4 like I did with my other 3.
I know you bratty deviants are curious about the dating thing because I am so private. I’ll never stop writing erotica or doing porn because of someone else. Foreseeably the only thing that will make me stop is natural aging I can’t prevent. That expressed, there are someone(s) very wonderful closing in on my radar. They are the best and have taken up rent-free space in my mind but we’re all career focused which is nice…. Yes we’ll probably collab. I digress. Look forward to Disorderly Conduct: Mission Edition and a 4th beta draft of book 4 by 2025.
