First Week of School!
Ok ok no I didn’t go back to actual school and get my doctorate. If I do that, call a psyche ward because that’s a surefire sign that I’m not psychologically ok. The title is just a joking metaphor. That expressed, I did just have my first go in the adult film industry and shot A LOT the past 2 weeks. Fortunately I am still making time for my books but I have to allocate my focus according to priorities. I’m not in a rush to publish this second considering how fast I’m churning my manuscripts out. The books will follow.
I’m sure if you’re reading this you’re wondering how it went. So far everything has been dope! My agency has been very good to me and has kept me busy and booked. The people have been awesome from the production crews to the actors and actresses. My only hang up is with myself. Many of you deviants know I’m hyper competitive and love self improvement. Despite being so new, being in the industry has brought back out that side of me that I missed so much. I WANT to be better everyday than I was yesterday and this is the place where I feel the most empowered to do that. Say what you will, but I was proposed to 3 times and eventually a housewife in a happy home. If I wanted a conventional life I would’ve stayed where I was at for 10 years. I’m healthier and happier NOW and STILL have a master’s level education + 10 years of finance experience as a backup if this doesn’t work. Nobody can take that from me LOL.
Let’s get to the nitty gritty of how everything went. I started my first run of shoots on 7/5 with BangBros and I’m so stoked with how it went. Look forward to my debut on their website in a couple of weeks. Then I shot a few times with TeamSkeet, AllOver30, HotMILFsFuck again and Cam Soda. I’ve deeply considered starting a new body count because girl is GETTING IT IN. Of course they make me get tested between shoots so the risk of STDs/STIs is much lower than in the indie collab and general hookup realms. I’m proud of getting 7 shoots in over 12 days and am ready for more.
In that time I had 3 MF shoots, 2 solos, a MMFF foursome and a FFM shoot. It was great. I’ve been a shameless spoiled sex piggy, but now the real work comes. I’ve been looksmaxing like crazy, trying to get my image and brand just right. Fortunately it’s not ALL work ALL the time. I am in a short break period which is perfect and I can use my spare time to workout more/sort out my business affairs.
I also want to improve to a point where I can do anal at a shoot. I recently got back into training and get frustrated with my pace of progress. That said, I’ve been a hobby athlete for 10 years and would rather be slow and steady than have an injury on set. I’m fortunate because I haven’t faced pressure at all to do this, this is something I’m putting on myself. The devil works hard, but I work harder when I’m not good at something I want to do.
As for my personal preferences and interests? Oh baby I’m so looking forward to more threesome and group scenes. It feels like college all over again for me and y’all know your homegirl loves a good bedroom party. I’m excited to shoot more exhibitionist scenes and with other actresses and actors. I’m just so obsessed with sex, this career change made sense and I finally feel like I’m fully embracing who I am.
