A NSFW Recount of my AZ Trip
I’ve come a long way from shooting implied nudes in the Alaskan backcountry ya’ll. Last month I went to XBiz which sent a ripple effect through the rest of my life. I found my people nestled scantily within the vast and diverse adult industry. This week I shot my first studio adult film and am so excited to see it. It will take a few weeks to come out, but it’ll be on a high traffic website meant to showcase newbies such as myself. (Skip to paragraph 5 to go straight to spicy porno deets)
So how did I finally pick an agency? My intentions for XBiz were to promote my book, collaborate with other creators, and figure out if I wanted to get “drafted” (aka repped by an adult acting/modeling agency). After years of deeply considering how this would impact the rest of my life, I bit the bullet and began looking immediately that week. I did get hit up by another agency whose actors I may work with despite not signing with them. Their models are really hot, but I wanted my rep to align with my brand.
Ultimately, AMA Modeling stood out to me because the owner was a Hollywood publicist for decades and his girls are some of the best in the biz. The agency is located in the Southeast Florida region. The actresses and actors are all VERY attractive and I’m proud to have picked our family. What now? My life is a hilariously fun train wreck, I have to quit my day job eventually and send a ton of pics daily to my agency.
Initially I had to meet my agent in person which went wonderfully. His team is so informative and friendly. Other actors welcomed me right in and were happy to help me snap some photos at our fun pool party. After a conversation alone with my manager in his office, we determined my first gig would be in Arizona 6/9 … giggity. I had one dilemma and that was whether or not to do anal. I decided not to first shoot because I’m just out of practice. Between meeting with my new agency and shooting, I had to get STD/STI testing done. Now that I’m officially in the biz, I will have to go in between shoots.
The production company that shot me was SO professional. They stayed in close contact to make sure everything was organized for me, flights, rides, and hotel. My flight wasn’t bad, just a little turbulent and I was so happy at how responsive the team was when I landed in Phoenix. Once I got some delicious weed and settled in my hotel room, the anxiety started to knock on my psyche. Before I even got there I’m not going to lie, I creeped on my costar HARD! My agent showed me his picture and I was curious. What was I supposed to do?! I’m a nervous n00b! And I wanted to hyper fixate on him so that when I met him I immediately got aroused - and of course it worked.
The night before I organized my outfits, double checked my schedule and made sure my flights for the next day were in order. I was going to shoot from 10 to mid afternoon and then after fly straight back. The next morning felt like I was getting ready for a pageant… except instead of a pageant, I was going to go get my organs rearranged by a sex god whose legendary dick has known the likes of Abella Danger and other hot af stars. It didn’t help that I hadn’t masturbated for days either in prep for him.
Luckily my hair and makeup artist was sent to my hotel so I could chill out in true diva style. They went with a natural, feminine look but I liked it. Everyone is getting sick of the eyebrows so it’s fine. Without revealing too many deets of the biz, I’ll walk you through my feelings as things went down. When I got to the house, I was greeted warmly by the director and producer. They immediately introduced me to my set partner and holy fuck. He’s even hotter in person.
When we met, we built some chemistry up really quick discussing our outdoor hobbies. I told him right from the start that I hadn’t gotten laid in a few weeks and was ready LOL. The small talk was just to get through logistical shoot stuff but all I could think about was getting his dick in my mouth. After meeting him and a couple of other actors, I’m much more excited to shoot straight adult content again. Anyway…. So we got in the room and started the scene. It was so wild to be surrounded by several cameras and lights. As soon as they were recording, sparks flew almost immediately. When we took our clothes off it was game over. He kissed me which I thought was cute, he didn’t HAVE to do that. I can TOTALLY see why they picked him to break me in. He’s perfect.
Ya’ll I wish I could say the sex wasn’t the best and it was all for show/scripted …. But it was ridiculously fun. I’m so excited to see the final cut because there’s some moments in there I’ll be pleasuring myself to LOL. Long gone are the days where men in porn look like goblins. Nope. Millennial and gen z porn stars are HOTTIES omfg 🥲💚!! I can’t wait to meet, work with and fuck more. God damn. Back to the story. Sorry. Just fuck. It was so hot. In total the video will be around 1-2 hours. 😳💚
After we finished, I was dead energetically but my soul was satisfied AF. That day I was minted an adult actress and I’m glad my handsome costar popped my porn cherry. However I didn’t eat the entire day because I was on a cut that included intermittent fasting. When I say I was starving and dead…. Omg it was awful. I was so disoriented being freshly fucked I could not for the life of me settle on food at the airport. Once I got home I crashed hard af for two hours then logged onto my day job like nothing happened. Weird and wonderful af week.
If you want to watch my video check this link in a few weeks!
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