Hey Now, Everyone Calm Down
I sort of am caught up on everything sort of. Alright this one is going to read a bit more personal because so much has happened since the last time I wrote. Today’s musings will cover my shoots, collabs, book stuff and yes the deliciously sweet tea you deviants love too much.
While I had a pretty quiet past week, leading up to it was crazy. I went to LA last month and worked my ass off to produce scenes 45-57. Your girl was getting it in. So, who have I shot with and what have I been up to? My last tour kicked off with a BLL Photography and On Premises shoot. The producers are great. I teased one of them that he has an advantage over so many dudes in that he looks like my ex LOL. So of course we hit it off and had fun. Then I went to Arizona to work with Nubiles, Quixotic, Automatik, Las Vegas for Chris Marx (look forward to this one coming out on MV because I own part of it!), Arizona again for GloryHole Swallows and Cumpsters, and finally back here to shoot for VR and Reality Kings. Then I just kind of vegged out for my birthday.
I normally don’t work like this but I had to to prep for next month. Tomorrow I’ll be back in LA for a SHORT tour. I have a shoot 5/3 with BLL and On Premises again and possibly one more mainstream producer I haven’t shot with yet. Then I’ll be heading back to DC and shooting with Andujar Jones and the fabulous Cheating Wife Emily…..*deep sigh* I have very sad news deviants, I will be taking a needed break 5/14-5/31 from mainstream shoots. I made ONE exception for Cannon Productions mid month because the producer is close to where I’ll be. Very regretfully I will be missing Xbiz but here’s the thing… I’m still new. Missing AVN and X3 was annoying but ultimately didn’t mess up my career and I worked through both in SoFlo. If you’re a fan don’t worry, I’ll make it to next season’s expo events! Anyway, if you want to book me, do it now because you know how things get when the schedule is packed. It’s WAY harder for me to respond to emails and calls when I’m busy shooting all the time.
Let’s talk about collabs because holy fuck have I been cooking for you all. I got so lucky with my first booty scene because the producer, Girls Do Bondage understood I wanted to own it. This isn’t normally the case for paid shoots so I was relieved when he agreed to it. It went so well, I LOVE the final cut, but it took so long to edit because it was a HUGE file. It’s finally up on my MV and OF. Additionally I got in an amazing collab with AK47 Girl, so go check that out. I also posted new vids with Joshua Lewis, Lucas Frost and Teddy Tarantino. As for future vids, Chris Marx and my Golden shower vid will be up this or next week. I’m sure many of you saw, I somehow fit in a BBGG that turned into a BBBGG with Jay Myers, James Angel, Renee Rose and Z Alexander… it was a fun time LOL. OH and I have a surprise for you super weird deviants. My friends Nicky Rebel, Lucy Fox and Naomi Trophy got together with me for not ONE but TWO collabs back to back (go Nicky! lol). We made one that’s a rock paper scissors bggg and another that’s a furry horror scene. I hope you guys love them!!!
My baby girl Arie is growing up and the book series is coming along. I felt fatigued after releasing the third because I put so much pressure on myself to publish. Although I’m sad I’m stepping away from porn for a couple weeks, it’s a net positive for my writing. I can’t shoot AND run AND write. Lately I’ve been doing a lot of the first two but very little of the third which pisses me off. I like getting all three in check because that’s my magic life balance that makes me happy. Book 4 is going to be slow. I wanted so badly to write the entire series by 35. However, that’s such a stupid fucking goal because I’ve put that on myself. Nobody told me I had to finish by 35 and I’m in the final stages of aggressively shedding my perfectionism.
Ugh tea. Ok so I’ll just come out and say it. I want absolutely no part in drama involving other cotalent. I love so many of you guys so if you’re reading this please listen to me. We are LUCKY to be in our roles and face enough scrutiny from the outside world. People who love sex as much as us but are camera shy wish they could do what we do. Don’t take that for granted. Men and women SHARE the responsibility of giving honest consent, setting boundaries, AND testing regularly. Yes, I want to see fairness evenly across the industry, but making a change is not done by typing in all caps at each other. My “side” is with my coworkers/now friends who’ve proven themselves to be trustworthy. You can’t reasonably be mad at me if you’ve lied about your actions and I cut you out. If your reputation is so damaged because of how much you’ve messed up, it’s a problem with you and not the industry. I don’t fuck untested people and I don’t fuck people who fuck untested people with my consent. It’s SO ironic that people spread rumors about me and my friends when our clean test results are available for the entire industry to see EVERY TIME we test. Hon, you’re the one who doesn’t have mainstream shoots, we’re all booked. Lmao
Anyway my point is please do not engage with any online bullshit because I blatantly don’t care. I cover my ass by being honest and following the easiest fucking rules any US worker has to follow. It’s not rocket science and it’s why I’m so strict about who I collab with. On that note if you’ve repeatedly hit me up to collab and I’m not making efforts planning it take the hint. I literally hire a PR agent to screen you all so if you want me, go write an email proposal to Erika.
